For the Director of Music

There were four angels in my mother's house.

One sat inside the wood furnace
and danced for me in a flowing orange dress
whenever I opened its iron door.

Sometimes when I sat at her piano
Another would flow out through
my fingertips

Inside the grandfather clock a chorus tolled out:
three symmetric verses reverberated,
filling the home. An angel cried: Three o’clock, all is well.

Back then time passed on peacefully, and
my mother told me four angels would visit her
whenever I smiled; each one a mantle of feathers and light.

But then she passed on peacefully, and
we were alone: three angels and myself.
The house had gone still, and I could not smile.

The stove still burned, but the heat was cold on my flesh.
The piano collected dust,
The grandfather clock tolled without a choir.
  There was no dance
  No music
  No chorus.
The three would not play.
The fourth would not smile.

              I was visited
     by the Director of Music.
"She misses her angels," said He.

The clock will tell the time to come,
the stove will warm my humble bones;
the piano will play its sad song,
but I must heal, I must smile,
and we four angels shall visit my mother again.

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